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when the fireworks boom the dark of sky

sh4mz — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:53:58 +0000

when i saw this fireworks at the sky.. make me feel comfortable.. fell happy… looks like my prob are inside in that fireworks and then boom at the sky… n then result is beautiful…..

hmmmmmm…. but sumtimes.. i feel lonely.. the love one not wif me that time..

the day is come…

sh4mz — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:43:51 +0000

i dont know when.. but maybe in march… i don’t know… the sumthing that make me return to the hateful thing… i don’t know what is it.. but i can feel it… im always got the same dream.. sumtime i saw “me” in that dream.. but “me” don’t know who am i..

I saw that i have a child but not mine.. and also i’m not married.. why??? why i’m always got the same dream…??

well b0b do it again…

sh4mz — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:37:36 +0000

Hahahahhahahah…. this boys split the mudd on his own face.. again n again…

i dont know what im gonna say.. hope juz a hope… i thought he will change.. but…..

however this business guy that rich with phutang will get hidayah from Allah…

Go go b0b..

need time to finish my last project

sh4mz — Sat, 31 Jan 2009 19:25:27 +0000

this februari will be the most busiest… need to finish 10 more assg.. and big last project to finish… damn.. what the damn am i… but i think may be this month or next month will make some history my life.. however, juz wait and see…

with my calculation, i think about 98% will be created history that i’ll not forget in my entire life…

The story about B0B…

sh4mz — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:52:05 +0000

Straight to the point.. last week he juz come home from his hometown about 2 week.. He really changed from before.. He never talk about MLM anymore… He more to “pendiam”… Really shock everyone in this house… My friend told me that he alerady “toche” his brain… hahahahhaa…. But we are really glad of that… He also not juz be a “pendiam” but he also doing a 5 times of solat/day.. He really2 changed now…

But somehow “he” come back… but not “hardcore MLM”… still sell sumthing… I don’t care what his occupation are.. if that occupation is not “temberang” so i accepted… not like before… i’m really2 hate him…

I’m also heard some information about him from my friends, that he already get the job at UMobile company.. His position is Markerting service. Also like a MLM but not all.. So far, i’m really2 sory about my behaviour on him but i have my own reason(coz of MLM)…. Hope he got the job that have payslip.. so he know what is survive and discipline..

I know that i’m not that perfect person.. but all that i said is the opinion and also the truth story…

new mission….

sh4mz — Fri, 09 Jan 2009 05:22:34 +0000

new mission list by following :-

woke up earlier everyday.
5 times solat/day.
reading books especially english grammar and programming.
diligent / pembersih…

so far, thats all the new mission list.. i’ll keep doing this 4 list everyday… InsyaAllah.. may Allah bless me..

u 5 e L 3 5 5

sh4mz — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 15:05:23 +0000

That means UseL3ss.. I don’t know why i feel so useless.. one of my friends hate me, but that for reason.. others, can’t help my friend.. didn’t know how to answer when my gf ask.. my english skills also hell damn.. burdening my family to take care of me.. i don’t have glamoureus skill… i don’t have any asset… so what i live for..?

actually i have lot of dreams.. and because of this dream, i want to live. after i got that dream.. i’ll disapear, go to no place.. i don’t know…. hmmmm… so usel3ss……………………………………………………………………………

At last…..

sh4mz — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 17:22:11 +0000

At last… my motorcycle already fix and able go to kL…. And now i at my house… really2 tired…

Suddenly in LPT highway…

sh4mz — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 16:49:38 +0000

Yesterday. 4 january.. on the way go to kL, my motorcycle had breakdown.. at LPT highway. 120km far from my home and 180 km to reach kL.. My carburator had been loose one screw and all my petrol in tank “melimpah” trhrough carburator…

however i able to reach R&R maran… how i want go to kL with that damn motorcycle..? actually, i decide to go back home.. i call my brother to tow me….

hahahahhahahaaa…. why i laugh..? when my brother tow me, about 25 minutes, i had been followed by police truck.. I thought he want caught my brother, because he don’t have motorcycles license and didn’t stick the “P” sticker.. and then that truck blocked us… That time, my brain already think many posiblity to avoid from get caught.. however, the policeman want help me to tow my motorcycles.. fuhhhh… thanz god… and then we together put my motorcycle in that POLICE TRUCK hiehiehie…… the policeman tow my motorcycles untill the nearest junction from my house.

Really2 thanz to that policeman.. I’m remember his name M.Zaini.. I don’t know he are the Police Truck Driver or Common Policeman… Thanz M.Zaini..

Bye 2008.. Welcome 2009….. :)

sh4mz — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:07:06 +0000

what the stupid topic that i made… actually, every year is same.. the changes is ourself only.. what we already done in previous year, what happen to us in that year and are we really2 satisfied for that.. the answer will be answer by ourself only.. however, we must apperciate that we not DEAD and still can continue with our life.. hmmm… this word remember me on Greenday song, Time of Your Life..

however, i hope this year ( 2009 ), i’ll be more matured, stronger, n hope will married in middle of the year… and also be more handsome…. hie3

and another things.. i hope i can be usefull than useless in this year…